brian m. carlson brian m. carlson Personal Life version 2 of the GNU General Public License the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike 3.0 License

There was a time in my life where I was seriously suicidal pretty much every day. With medication and therapy, those times have mostly passed. But still, I continue to be interested in death. It fascinates me, and I wonder what it would be like to be dead. Obviously, there's no way of knowing. From what I've been told, people around me would be upset if I died; I'm not sure I believe them. I still don't think that I'm really that great or important: I haven't done or produced anything of significant value, and I feel like I should. I also feel like I'm not likely to anytime soon.